hey ppls.. well its ami.... things didn't go the way i plane....i thought my fam was goin to ATL on the weekend but they went to VA.. and they came back on monday... then we all left the next day to go to ATL.. yes all as in me too... so now i'm in ATL... then i get a call from Marco sayin he was goin home 4 the weekend and he wanted me to come too... so i went down there to see his fam and stuff and it was fun... his fam like me ...but then the day before i leave to come back to ATL.. his ex comes to the house and next thing u know um-- they talkin and flerting and stuff and i felt so out of place...i just wanted to leave so---- bad...i even call Ci-ci( thanks Ci-c 4 every thing that day....i don't know what i would of done with out u) but yeah so i try to play it off... so i was watchin TV like what ever.. then his mom ask me about my keys... and i was like um---i don't know where they r so now i'm lookin 4 my keys and i con't find it.... so-- i looked in Marco's car and when i went out side the 2 of them ( Marco and his Ex) r in the car talkin or what ever.... so i was like ok.... so he can't even talk in front of other ppl.. they talkin bout some thing they don't want other ppl to know?? so any way i go to his car and i was lookin 4 my keys then i hear the girl scream..i'm like..u know what fuck this i'm goin back in the house and just seat and stay away from them.... then his mom pulled me aside and told me that she thinks he was actin stupid.. and that if i'm his GF then he need to be with me and not her... i didn't know what to say.. i mean i know they have history..u know plus.. i didn't wana start any thing it the ladys house..i didn't come 4 that....plus i felt like if i was him i would pick her.. i mean she had more body then i do( damn the asian side..lol) and plus it was more like the way they was with each other... the jokes and just every thing..i didn't react to stuff like she did and it seem like i had no chance u know....it was just such a bad feeling...i hated every moment ....so any way..i try to sleep it off .. nope didn't work.. end up cryin to sleep...then i left the next day and i cried on the way back to ATL.... then i got there and still felt sad...so i called his mom.. and she was like u need to talk to that boi about that... that was just wrong the way he did u.... so that night after he got home.. i called him.. and we talked... he said sorry and every thing but i'm still mad/sad....i don't know what i want from him cause he did say he was sorry but i can't help  bein mad...i don't understand how he cound do that in the first place.... maybe i'm the only one in this relationship that really cares...i don't know but i'm so--- sick of bein mad/sad about some thing that he already sad sorry too..... i mean is some thing wrong with me?? am i in the wrong? i feel like i'm missin some thing....well... thats whats up with Ami.. hehe.. nothing more... i'm still up in ATL .. i'll be back on the 8th.. which is tmrw.. so yeah ... oh-- yeah my dad told me ppls been callin me so if u called me and i wasn't home my bad i'm in ATL but just hit me up and let me know u called and i'll call u back as soon as i get back ok... oh-- and please leave a number hehe.. ok.. well.. i'm out yall... u know i'll up date yall on stuff the next time some thing stupid happends...ok.. peace out.. take care and stay safe........

PS.. Rita i'm gon be callin as soon as i get home girlie..ok.. love ya